Dr Nur Maizatul Idayu?

long time no post.


I have finished my PhD viva in soil microbiology last week.

it was a really an experience. and I never tought, life will be like this.

Ten years ago, I was a different person

now, finish my correction and next year, topi bulat please wait for me.

birthday iman and life update

Holla.. Assalamualaikum..

Lame x mencoret kat sini khen.. hikhik.. actually today is my son's birthday. Gittew dah setahun my little precious baby. I cant be home due to tons of work to be done here but it's okay my husband balik kg to be with him. Alhamdulilah.

Talking about iman, all I can say he progresses well day by day, hope he will keep healthy and chubby. Sometimes he got very sombong attitude esp when i come home only after quite a long time.

I ve been super duper busy lately, but nevermind I enjoy every bit of it. Sometimes emo, sometimes enjoy. Lek la that's life. Hihi. No more facebook for half of a year, so I guess it contributes a lot to my calmer life. Less issue I guess but tak update sangat with current issue la. No probs because i need focus more on what i m doing right now.

But, still got time for those whom I love so much. Balik terengganu jugak. But kadang2 tak sempat pun nak join social activities. Nanti kite counter balik after I finish my study. Kakaka. Padahal hador kann.

ok , till then..chao

Dr to be. mama incharged.

Assalamualaikum

hai uols, dah lama tak mencoret.

Muhammad Iman pun dah 7 bulan lebih. me? hampir 5 bulan jugak menepuh lab works.

life is quite tough so far. challenging but fun!

now tinggal setahun lebih je lagi for my phd.

kita tengoh wish list kat sebelah tercapai ke tak ekk?

haha! ayu goo goo ayu

ok. pray for me! for iman! for daus!

menghitung hari

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baby belom kuar lagi. suka kot duk dalam. hewhew.

kadang-kadang rasa tak sabar.

kadang-kadang rasa tak ready sangat-sangat.

haha. bile agaknya eh dapat tengok wajahnya.

malam-malam duk la scroll tanda-tanda bersalin.

tapi dah kalau setiap malam macam psiko la sikit. haha.

oklah takde mood nk update.

saje gatal tangan. hikhik.

bye.

9 months and hormone attack

Assalamualaikum W.B.T

frankly speaking, I m not in good hormone condition right now.

rasa macam 'panas' je all the time. tehehe.

tapi tak mengamuk la. it just rasa unstable.

kejap tengok make up tutorial kat youtube, kejap tengok orang jual barang baby and most of the time tengok persiapan bersalin.

oh ya, now I am 9 months already. tengah tunggu masa baby nak say hi to the world.

padahal baby tak heran pon. mak pak je heran n gelabah.

last 2 weeks is the most sad week for me. I was confirmed that I have low BP. ermm blood pressure.

pitam sebelah tayar kereta, inability to walk etc. I was so sad till I told my SV bout this. Being cool her, she told me to refer specialist di Trganu and terus take leave.

just because a doc in Selangor cakap maybe I ll deliver within 2-3 weeks.

rasa berbelah bahagi nak berpisah dengan anak-anak bacteria. but its ok. nanti pas confinement kite tekan minyak betul-betul. As for now, redha dengan Allah's plan which is the best.

so for time being, my BP dah quite ok after check up with O n G di k.t. Daus will be back in 4 days and my weekly check up will be accompanied la kan.

pastu tengok la doc cakap cemane lg. if not, Daus will stay.

I am so nervous, cant tell.. because this is my first time. I keep thinking.. is it that hurt? knowing myself, I love motivation.. keep thinking, reverse pshycology can help me or not during baby delivery..awww.. 

I try to talk a lot with my Allah.. I can say during this time, I can feel His Love towards me by giving me chances to feel this kicking and moving of another human creature inside me. 

I am so blessed to have a good mom and mother in law too. they keep asking bout my condition. as usual, my mom will always comfort me. bjaye ke tidak tu belakang kire khen?

dan2 my mom asked me to bake traditional kuih for her - kuih sekaya.

okey mom, will do. I try to stay active to ensure my delivery will be easy, Inshaa Allah while my husband told me.. I am away, jgn aktif sgt, x smpt balik bapak nya kang.

hahaha. I dont know wut is happening around me, trust me, my hormone is controlling now :)))

we are 8 months!

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hello, hari ni saya dah 8 months pregnant. eh? too fast too furious pulak.

ayu nervous tak? nervous nervous *sambil angkat tangan*

while waiting for the right time to come, I also busy to finish every single thing to leave bfore my confinement period nanti.

berbuih mulut nak ingat satu-satu. so I jot down every single thing in my organizer.

alahmak esok abstract kene hantar. ok put aside for a while.

senak sminggu otak duk mencari new method.

I guess my baby pun dah naik muak.

esok my other baby *dopot* will going back home. safe journey baby!

alone.

hahahahaha. sentap mak. heols told me, ayu takyah lah balik nanti naik flight kene amik surat doktor lagi bla bla, keje banyak kan? duk kl je. nanti pas cuti di trganu saye pegi kl ok?

emmm, what if, kita balik naik kereta? I asked

lame perjalanan tu dalam kereta its not good for you bla bla bla

I replied. ok tak nak ajak cakap je la.

then he laughed. hahahahah paham pun.

So I still do not know dia care lebih ke dia tak nak ajak. being emotional I chose the second option.

tapi nanti daus nak dtg kl jugak kannn *pujuk diri sendiri*

p/s: it has been 2 months since the last time I saw him, jangan gemuk2. nanti tak tau sape yang preggie. :P

bye.

7 months pregnancy - update

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this time around, I update for my 7 n half month pregnancy.

I did monthly check up  and booked for delivery already when I was in terengganu.

so far soooo good and my baby is becoming more and more active than usual.

one of the doctor yang scan bersungut

how la nak scan your baby? very active ni clever baby.

not sure the doctor saje nak amik hati kot. haha. padahal geram sebab always move. haha.

All praises to Allah.

typical dah sarat already so I became quite emotional and tired during the day.

but still my lab is my second home.

I love to see my other child which is bacteria that I ve grown each week since last months

wish them grow well so that I can have the good results and findings.

tehehehehe. love u the other child.

I hope my baby will keep learning just like me.

my prof always tease me , haaaa make sure u sempat sit for final exam before your delivery.

hopefully, Inshaa Allah.

tease pun tease jugak I think he doesnt want me to postpone anything. me also dont want to.

but I leave it all to our Allah the Almighty.

siap2 redha dengan apa yang bakal jadi, but will strive for the best first.

doakan kejayaan ini jadi milliku , aminn.

and my baby? see him/her in february yawww!

p/s: banyak lagi barang baby belum beli, sorry your mama is quite busy and your nanny is too cool she always say- rilex laaaa nnt beli laaa. end up baru beli sikit2 je. hihihih

6 months 2 weeks

Assalamualaikum

lame dah tak mencoret. malam ni agak free sikit. right after isyak tadi join ceramah ustaz Ebit Liew.

but cannot focus much since I have back pain now. quite hurt to sit on surface yang keras2.

so every body sit down on the floor, me? I have a chair. haha. malu la jugak sposen.

but then, I managed to finish the ceramah session. It is quite interesting about ustaz which he has a very big heart for Islam eventho he is muallaf.

ok enough talking bout that.

sekarang my pregnancy dah 6 bulan n half. 2 more weeks before 7  months.

I ve prepared few baby stuff in the car since I dont know if any emergency might happen.

lagipun saya sendiri2 aje di sini. to eliminate the risk tu mustahil lah but I try my best to reduce any risks.

tehehe, some people say, die takde perasaan ke sarat preggie and husband duduk jauh?

sapa tak ada perasaan. I have too. but at the same time I am really busy with my study.

Lab, paper works, glass house, etc.. buat diri ni tak ade masa nak fikir. Sometimes datang jugak, but then tak sempat nak layan dah penat.

I have problem with leg cramps during night lately. to overcome this, I seeked for calcium pil. hopefully menjadik la kan. orang teganu panggil settok karung. bila kaki dah tak nak gerak.

aku syak kekurangan kalsium sebab tak boleh telan susu.rasa mual.

my baby is more active day by day. kicking, rotating up and down.

hihi, semoga dia sihat di dalam sana.

ok now time to sleep, soooo tired today. pancit already.

bye

5++ months already

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ha, here I am today after 2 days off from books, lap top, lab works, field works etc.

super penat but with this pregnancy I dont know why the spirit keep coming and coming

spirit je lah. kejanya still not reaching the purfect level. pfffttt.

ok now, my baby is 5 months old inside me. can kick already especially during hungry.

and I cannot be hungry at all. rasa mcm separuh nyawa. haha.

but still makan memilih, trauma because of alahan. still muntah sometimes. tapi macam once a week je.

to be frank, bila baby dah mula bergerak, sometimes I do need my husband to accompany me. like go for scan and all.

but I dont know why, If sembang teh tarik with my baby, when baby kicked, I feel like- it's okay, daus cari rezeki for both of us jugak.

so dah tak rasa touched ke ape ke. I think rasa lagi bersabar during pregnancy compared to dulu-dulu la. haihh, lain orang lain ragam kan.

but Alhamdulilah for all.

semoga baby akan keluar sihat walafiat sempurna sifatnya , aminn.

last check up, everything is fine. my due date diawalkan seminggu which will be on 24th Feb 2015.

Another 4 months to go. Ya Allah cepatnya masa berlalu.

hehe, and I m completing my work here for phd. Hope everything goes well.

In Shaa Allah aminn.

wish me luck.

:)

perjalananku

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hari ni aku masuk half day ke lab. 

seronok tapi tengah2 buat kerja pandangan jadi gelap pulak.

adeh takkan pitam kot? ye pandangan mata dah berpinar nasib baik sempat capai kerusi.

pastu terus tunduk sebab rasa pening tiba-tiba. b.p low ke, tak makan pagi ke , xtau la.

tapi makan je pagi tadi. makan roti.

tak cukup makanan ke baby? haha. idokle aku tau kan.

tapi dugaan kesihatan ni boleh datang bila-bila masa je.

mak aku paling gelabah if blood pressure aku low. dah berapa kali rebah di pangkuan beliau dulu-dulu.

di pangkuan gittew. ayat macam ermmm. haha.

tapi bila jadi camtu aku cecepat call mak aku. suka mengadu kekdahnya. hihi.

mesti mak aku risau. tapi aku lagi risau kalau tak bagitau mak aku.

ape je nasihat dia pastu menyenangkan hati aku.

"ayu, sila pegi makan segera"

"okey mi"

aku dah tahu pun tapi bila mak bercakap kan. serta merta start kereta pergi makan.

kalau call daus, akan cakap

"wahh, anak saya kuat makan, sampai pitam ibu nya..."

lawak tak kena tempat bang. haha.

but I will call both if anything happen. sorang penenang hati sorang suka wat lawak tak kira masa.

tapi yang paling penting , ingat lah nikmat kesihatan yang Allah bagi. tak ternilai harganya.

sobsob. terima kasih Ya Allah.

p/s: malam ni tak dapat attend kelas istimewa tu. sedih sebab terpaksa. :(

hidup baru

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hari ni super penat. lab n class for a whole day.

to my baby: please be strong together we walk towards success. gitteww.

aku kadang takde berkawan ni duk bercakap la suh dia kuat sikit.

saje je la padahal nak kasik semangat kat diri ni.

so far alahan dah berkurang, Alhamdulilah.

semput2 je masa regis second semester dah almost 4 months. and alahan berkurang. tapi still ada.

aku dah syukur berlipat lipat ganda dah.

aritu langsung x boleh bau nasik since puasa sampai la awal september.

bau nasik muntah makan nasik muntah tengok nasik muntah

thorbaik.

so, berat pun dah jadi 38 to 39 kgs. 7 kilo turun.

sekarang i m struggle to increase my weight back.

jenuh la mummy and daus call hari-hari tanya makan apa. risau la tu kot.

nasik dah mampu telan walaupun tak sampai sebungkus. syukur ya Allah.

so far baby dah ikut berat yang sepatutnya. scan nak tengok jantina tapi dia pemalu mcm bapak dia. hahaha. pemalu lah sangat bapak dia kann.*gedik2 kening*

so die kepit. nanti lah lenkali kita check awak lagi ye baby.

oklah, tu je perkembangan kita hari ini ye. nanti update lagi kalau rajin. kalau malas, kita sadaikan blog sampai berkulat.

hewhew.

hurt

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dah lama tak menulis. mood kelaut. mungkin.

daus dah balik ke Labuan. 

awal bulan 6, masa aku pergi sana melawat kawasan haha aku tinggal daus kat airport

aku perasan daus nampak sedih

perasaan ditinggalkan ni tak best kan?

Dah setahun lebih pun, aku belajar banyak dari hubungan kami supaya tak sedih dah.

nak-nak bila pregnant, aku tak nak emosi terganggu.

kali ni daus balik lama sebab nak settlekan urusan aku.

sempat lagi dia demam 3-4 hari.

sempatla aku jaga dia kejap. tak jaga sangat pun. dah tua kan. haha.

tadi hantar dia balik labuan lagi.

pagi tu okey, it was fine all the way alone driving back to destination.

tapi malam ni duk teringat-ingat. aku baca orang tulis kalau terlalu rindu suami kita kena sedekah al fatihah atau yasin, meskipun belum meninggal.

terima kasih Allah sebab pinjamkan suami dan ibu yang baik pada ku.

aku terlalu rindu mereka.

:'(

my pregnancy

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tehehe- feeling dizzy. how are you?

for those who followed my instagram already knew that i m expecting a baby.

3 ++ months already and it is superbly amazing feeling deep inside my heart.

and amazing alahan experience too (T.T)

heheh, I never imagine I ll feel this way eventho mak dengan kakak pun experienced the same thing.

keturunan agaknya? hahah.

muntah pagi petang, malam kurang sikit. but I feel a lot dizzy lately.

go check at clinic, yeah tekanan darah n my hb is low. berdiri je rasa nak pitam.

it's not like i m having fever, but i feel so dizzy. I think 50% of preggie mummy will feel the same thing.

sorry me, this is my first time. so I just want to share what i feel. hahah.

I m freaking clingy to my husband all this while, during his stay on hari raya..i always ask him to massage my feet.. sumpah rasa lenguh mcm berlari 100m berpagar dan berganti-ganti.

after all, I thank Allah for giving me the opportunity to feel this way and hopefully my baby will grow healthily to be good muslim/muslimah in the future..

tolong doakan aku sekali ye. semoga cepat sihat.

:)

till then, good bye.

p/s: my phd is still going on, can we call my baby, baby phd? hahaha. sounds funny.

senyum

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nak senyum luas

lebar sampai nampak gusi

ngehehehe

my marriage

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hai :) bersua kembali. ngeh2.

malam ni I m not feeling well. td dah tidur and now, woke up again. tak bole tido dah.

I took my phone and tengok dah 22 July pun. yes, 5 more days before hari raya.

Last year I still remember I didnt have enough money to buy my own baju raya. and to my mummy too because of my tight budget for wedding.

BUT

my abang sulung gave me and my mum abaya, so we use that abaya for raya. Thanks-only-after-a year. haha.

last year, it was so hectic. I planned everything alone for wedding. some helped me with financial, decoration etc. some helped me with advices. Thanks to them.

It's almost a year. The memory is still there inside my head. kerje kahwin tak mudah. frankly speaking.

because all I want is keberkatan using my own money-eventho not all, and tak susahkan parents.

so ta-dah, it happened like I want (physically) haha.

But mentally, It was a new start for me.

I learned lots of thing in this marriage. How to cooperate, how to learn guys thingy-esp daus.

I also learnt that how we should put Allah first before human. I am sorry, I am a learner, and still learning. before this I know but I didnt put it solely into my heart. 

yes, this is how my marriage changes me. My parents taught me everything from the start and let me walk using my own feet in this challenge. Thanks to them.

Pray for me to get through this path happily with daus and Inshaa Allah with our future kids.

till we meet again guys.

bye!

pause

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wah, long pause. really looong pause.

blog ni dah bersawang sangat because I ignore it to the max.

dont have readers, so dont worry much about that.

during my silence, too many things happened.

be it good, be it less good.. but too many things happened lately.

I am a happy wife, still. and still married to a lovely husband err annoying sometimes. haha

and also a happy spoiled daughter to my mom :P

now, I m in Terengganu until September.

After I closed my fb account in May ? if I m not mistaken, I feel living in calm and peace.

Now I am considering to close my blog. 

still considering......

haha bye!

bebel

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sementara tunggu kari ayam siap masak. moh tulis blog.

hehehe.

in case u wonder why I always cook myself here, because sikit sangat pilihan makanan halal di belah north thai.

bukan north sgt. tgh2 jugak la. sbb majority xde muslim kat sini kan.

halal cafe pun tutup time cuti sem. sadis much? haha. tak la. I still remember my words to mom

"mi, ayu suka yang ayu masak sendiri" 

so dah kene setepek kat dahi. everyday I have to cook myself. haha!

but I have no regrets on this matter. rezeki Allah, Alhamdulilah still have food to eat kan.

and one more fact about my place, diorang CUMA ade ikan air tawar je. tilapia,  keli, etc?

oh~ keli tu bole hadam la kadang2 tapi yang lain belom boleh lg.sebab aku jenis pemakan ikan laut.

so that's why i have to eat chicken n meat. daging pulok kdg2 je ade yang halal certification.

if tak ade or habis kat tesco, kita makan ayam saje lah. no hal punye! haha.

ok, end of story. kari dah nak masak dah. 

bye2 :)

p/s: I ve closed my fb account. whatsapp sounds cool for me. 

the other mommies

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ok, malam ni aku tak dapat tidur pulak. aku ada mission sikit tapi mata dah nak terkatup ni. haih.. ayu..ayu..

I have two close aunties, ommah ngan acu I called them.

masa aku kecik-kecik both aunties ni rapat sangat ngan aku.

tahap aku tak balik rumah sebab mengekor diorang aja.

tu tyme diorang belom kahwin. tapi lepas suma dah kahwin.

aku menempek pulak tyme mak cik aku deliver baby.

I can still remember my mom pukul me sebab takmo balik rumah duk mengadap baby je keje nye.

haha, it was so funny to think back about those days.

my mom amik pokok dalam pasu nak membedal her daughter yang super nakal.

kalau ingat balik tahap nakal aku, cannot imagine how close my mom with me right now.

and also my aunties. both aunties are really close to my mom too.

sebab my mummy is their only sister.

now, when I have time to go back to Terengganu, mesti akan jumpa mak cik-mak cik dengan cousins yang masih kecil dan bersekolah.

they really remind me about my childhood. but most of the memory aku dah banyak lupa. I dont know why, aku cuba nak ingat masa kecil aku tapi tak dapat.

Now I am so happy having them in my life, mungkin aku cousin yang dah tua berumur sikit so tak masuk korum sangat tapi best melayan budak2 and also my anak-anak sedara.

they are so sincere, nice and naughty.

awwwww, am I homesick? hahaha. that's the point

ok till then, bye.

baca

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now I m in Thailand already.

just got good news from my husband. ape news tu? hihi, aku simpan la dulu nanti akhir taun buat conclusion.

choi sangat kan. haha.

 but anyhow syukur Alhamdulilah rezeki kami suami isteri.

okeh, during my wedding, few friends gave us buku agama , ada yang aku lupa tajuk nya, and now yang aku akan baca bfore tido is Cinta Kerana Allah- Ustaz Pahrol.

This was given by my best friend since school. Thanks to her. 

This book is recommended for anyone yang belom kahwin or dah kahwin.

Selalunya aku akan baca 1 chapter bfore sleep and then kroooh. gittew.

but the content menyentuh hati. speaking of books, aku kan jenis yang tak dapat hadam novel. baik melayu atau inggeris. tapi bila baca, kena yang betul terpasak di sanubari. kalau baca 3-4 chapters boleh -yawnn-  konpem aku campak awal.

kihkih

last time, aku layan novel yang pharell william baca. pasal the alchemist. how to chase our dream. aku sempat baca sampai berbelas chapter. then I surrender. Imaginasi kene tinggi or aku yang kurang kreatip? haha

but apa-apa pun, I really hope I can find a book yang boleh touch hati aku mcm the present-spencer johnson, ngan the love of a king.

so, I will read till I find a new one...

bye2 :)

perli

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hari ni aku still di terengganu, of course best gile balik kampong.

actually aku ada agreement yang kena sign dengan uitm so gigih a balik nak settle.

phew.

ok talking bout fb status

ade friends yg pm me and whatsap-ed me

asking, adekah aku tuju pada X or Y (refer to my status post)

hurm, frankly speaking kan, aku sendiri tak sedar aku refer kat sesape.

just because aku tak tau pun life orang lain or even their fb wall

and my news feed cuma penuh dengan berita/latest update

aku tak tau kalau zaman post status perli sindir orang is still relevant

but for me, kalau tak suka orang tu

jangan amik tau

even fb wall pun tak payah tengok

kenapa nak kusutkan hidup kita yang aman?

seriously, I never have intention to menyindir orang dah. 

I m not too good, but I dont know bout others too much, to hate them or to make it into words

banyak benda perlu difikir kan?

dulu aku banyak buat benda macam tu, I admit. but now. I dont even care.

seriously, it will waste my time.

unless orang datang cari pasal, penah jadi pun, tapi tak perlu dah nak reveal kt fb/social media.

entahla, semoga akan datang pun dah tak buat kerja ni sume.

takmo ade negative influence dlm life, penat woo..

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