my marriage

ASSALAMUALAIKUM WBT

hai :) bersua kembali. ngeh2.

malam ni I m not feeling well. td dah tidur and now, woke up again. tak bole tido dah.

I took my phone and tengok dah 22 July pun. yes, 5 more days before hari raya.

Last year I still remember I didnt have enough money to buy my own baju raya. and to my mummy too because of my tight budget for wedding.

BUT

my abang sulung gave me and my mum abaya, so we use that abaya for raya. Thanks-only-after-a year. haha.

last year, it was so hectic. I planned everything alone for wedding. some helped me with financial, decoration etc. some helped me with advices. Thanks to them.

It's almost a year. The memory is still there inside my head. kerje kahwin tak mudah. frankly speaking.

because all I want is keberkatan using my own money-eventho not all, and tak susahkan parents.

so ta-dah, it happened like I want (physically) haha.

But mentally, It was a new start for me.

I learned lots of thing in this marriage. How to cooperate, how to learn guys thingy-esp daus.

I also learnt that how we should put Allah first before human. I am sorry, I am a learner, and still learning. before this I know but I didnt put it solely into my heart. 

yes, this is how my marriage changes me. My parents taught me everything from the start and let me walk using my own feet in this challenge. Thanks to them.

Pray for me to get through this path happily with daus and Inshaa Allah with our future kids.

till we meet again guys.

bye!