good progress

ASSALAMUALAIKUM

yessza, I m coming back yaw. not with the sad mode anymore.

today, I am pretty good with everyone around. yes, family support is just a miracle to me.

they know, aku ni stok lembik lembik sikit. and they are just very caring.

especially my mother and sister.

It really makes me feel that I m not left alone by the husband errr. tapi dia nak cri rezeki kann.

my sister and my mother talk about marriage more than before with me, teach me how to deal with it.

make me feel motivated actually.

semalam, when I got back from mother in law's house, I cried in front of my mother.

guess what she did?

gosok-gosok belakang ni cakap jangan sedih.

hehe, I really thank to Allah for those people who exist in my life. They are still there for me. ups and downs. nampak mcm annoying kan duk berendam air mata sbb suami tinggal.

seriously, this is my first time, I got no experiences with firdaus lama-lama macam ni. I am sorry if I annoyed anyone with this overmanje feeling. aku rasa sebelum ni aku tak manja mcm ni sgt kot.

yes marriage is beautiful eventho my marriage is not a fabulous marriage. I got sponsors, I got discount and so on to make it happen, after all, this is a fate from Allah.

Thank you dear husband, I owe you many things. I should say this because now he is the one yang menadah bahu kiri, tanggung dosa diri ini.

the same thing my parents do before I got married. I respect them, and I want to respect my husband too.

I really love him, like I do to my parents.

marriage is beautiful, we cannot say it by words. But it really is.

p/s: my husband, if you read this, I would like to tell you how you are trying very much to be a good husband. Thank you so much. you may not be perfect, but your try make me feel grateful to Allah.

Alhamdulilah, and  missing you....