birthday iman and life update

Holla.. Assalamualaikum..

Lame x mencoret kat sini khen.. hikhik.. actually today is my son's birthday. Gittew dah setahun my little precious baby. I cant be home due to tons of work to be done here but it's okay my husband balik kg to be with him. Alhamdulilah.

Talking about iman, all I can say he progresses well day by day, hope he will keep healthy and chubby. Sometimes he got very sombong attitude esp when i come home only after quite a long time.

I ve been super duper busy lately, but nevermind I enjoy every bit of it. Sometimes emo, sometimes enjoy. Lek la that's life. Hihi. No more facebook for half of a year, so I guess it contributes a lot to my calmer life. Less issue I guess but tak update sangat with current issue la. No probs because i need focus more on what i m doing right now.

But, still got time for those whom I love so much. Balik terengganu jugak. But kadang2 tak sempat pun nak join social activities. Nanti kite counter balik after I finish my study. Kakaka. Padahal hador kann.

ok , till then..chao

Dr to be. mama incharged.

Assalamualaikum

hai uols, dah lama tak mencoret.

Muhammad Iman pun dah 7 bulan lebih. me? hampir 5 bulan jugak menepuh lab works.

life is quite tough so far. challenging but fun!

now tinggal setahun lebih je lagi for my phd.

kita tengoh wish list kat sebelah tercapai ke tak ekk?

haha! ayu goo goo ayu

ok. pray for me! for iman! for daus!

menghitung hari

ASSALAMUALAIKUM

baby belom kuar lagi. suka kot duk dalam. hewhew.

kadang-kadang rasa tak sabar.

kadang-kadang rasa tak ready sangat-sangat.

haha. bile agaknya eh dapat tengok wajahnya.

malam-malam duk la scroll tanda-tanda bersalin.

tapi dah kalau setiap malam macam psiko la sikit. haha.

oklah takde mood nk update.

saje gatal tangan. hikhik.

bye.

9 months and hormone attack

Assalamualaikum W.B.T

frankly speaking, I m not in good hormone condition right now.

rasa macam 'panas' je all the time. tehehe.

tapi tak mengamuk la. it just rasa unstable.

kejap tengok make up tutorial kat youtube, kejap tengok orang jual barang baby and most of the time tengok persiapan bersalin.

oh ya, now I am 9 months already. tengah tunggu masa baby nak say hi to the world.

padahal baby tak heran pon. mak pak je heran n gelabah.

last 2 weeks is the most sad week for me. I was confirmed that I have low BP. ermm blood pressure.

pitam sebelah tayar kereta, inability to walk etc. I was so sad till I told my SV bout this. Being cool her, she told me to refer specialist di Trganu and terus take leave.

just because a doc in Selangor cakap maybe I ll deliver within 2-3 weeks.

rasa berbelah bahagi nak berpisah dengan anak-anak bacteria. but its ok. nanti pas confinement kite tekan minyak betul-betul. As for now, redha dengan Allah's plan which is the best.

so for time being, my BP dah quite ok after check up with O n G di k.t. Daus will be back in 4 days and my weekly check up will be accompanied la kan.

pastu tengok la doc cakap cemane lg. if not, Daus will stay.

I am so nervous, cant tell.. because this is my first time. I keep thinking.. is it that hurt? knowing myself, I love motivation.. keep thinking, reverse pshycology can help me or not during baby delivery..awww.. 

I try to talk a lot with my Allah.. I can say during this time, I can feel His Love towards me by giving me chances to feel this kicking and moving of another human creature inside me. 

I am so blessed to have a good mom and mother in law too. they keep asking bout my condition. as usual, my mom will always comfort me. bjaye ke tidak tu belakang kire khen?

dan2 my mom asked me to bake traditional kuih for her - kuih sekaya.

okey mom, will do. I try to stay active to ensure my delivery will be easy, Inshaa Allah while my husband told me.. I am away, jgn aktif sgt, x smpt balik bapak nya kang.

hahaha. I dont know wut is happening around me, trust me, my hormone is controlling now :)))

we are 8 months!

ASSALAMUALAIKUM WBT

hello, hari ni saya dah 8 months pregnant. eh? too fast too furious pulak.

ayu nervous tak? nervous nervous *sambil angkat tangan*

while waiting for the right time to come, I also busy to finish every single thing to leave bfore my confinement period nanti.

berbuih mulut nak ingat satu-satu. so I jot down every single thing in my organizer.

alahmak esok abstract kene hantar. ok put aside for a while.

senak sminggu otak duk mencari new method.

I guess my baby pun dah naik muak.

esok my other baby *dopot* will going back home. safe journey baby!

alone.

hahahahaha. sentap mak. heols told me, ayu takyah lah balik nanti naik flight kene amik surat doktor lagi bla bla, keje banyak kan? duk kl je. nanti pas cuti di trganu saye pegi kl ok?

emmm, what if, kita balik naik kereta? I asked

lame perjalanan tu dalam kereta its not good for you bla bla bla

I replied. ok tak nak ajak cakap je la.

then he laughed. hahahahah paham pun.

So I still do not know dia care lebih ke dia tak nak ajak. being emotional I chose the second option.

tapi nanti daus nak dtg kl jugak kannn *pujuk diri sendiri*

p/s: it has been 2 months since the last time I saw him, jangan gemuk2. nanti tak tau sape yang preggie. :P

bye.

7 months pregnancy - update

ASSALAMUALAIKUM

this time around, I update for my 7 n half month pregnancy.

I did monthly check up  and booked for delivery already when I was in terengganu.

so far soooo good and my baby is becoming more and more active than usual.

one of the doctor yang scan bersungut

how la nak scan your baby? very active ni clever baby.

not sure the doctor saje nak amik hati kot. haha. padahal geram sebab always move. haha.

All praises to Allah.

typical dah sarat already so I became quite emotional and tired during the day.

but still my lab is my second home.

I love to see my other child which is bacteria that I ve grown each week since last months

wish them grow well so that I can have the good results and findings.

tehehehehe. love u the other child.

I hope my baby will keep learning just like me.

my prof always tease me , haaaa make sure u sempat sit for final exam before your delivery.

hopefully, Inshaa Allah.

tease pun tease jugak I think he doesnt want me to postpone anything. me also dont want to.

but I leave it all to our Allah the Almighty.

siap2 redha dengan apa yang bakal jadi, but will strive for the best first.

doakan kejayaan ini jadi milliku , aminn.

and my baby? see him/her in february yawww!

p/s: banyak lagi barang baby belum beli, sorry your mama is quite busy and your nanny is too cool she always say- rilex laaaa nnt beli laaa. end up baru beli sikit2 je. hihihih

6 months 2 weeks

Assalamualaikum

lame dah tak mencoret. malam ni agak free sikit. right after isyak tadi join ceramah ustaz Ebit Liew.

but cannot focus much since I have back pain now. quite hurt to sit on surface yang keras2.

so every body sit down on the floor, me? I have a chair. haha. malu la jugak sposen.

but then, I managed to finish the ceramah session. It is quite interesting about ustaz which he has a very big heart for Islam eventho he is muallaf.

ok enough talking bout that.

sekarang my pregnancy dah 6 bulan n half. 2 more weeks before 7  months.

I ve prepared few baby stuff in the car since I dont know if any emergency might happen.

lagipun saya sendiri2 aje di sini. to eliminate the risk tu mustahil lah but I try my best to reduce any risks.

tehehe, some people say, die takde perasaan ke sarat preggie and husband duduk jauh?

sapa tak ada perasaan. I have too. but at the same time I am really busy with my study.

Lab, paper works, glass house, etc.. buat diri ni tak ade masa nak fikir. Sometimes datang jugak, but then tak sempat nak layan dah penat.

I have problem with leg cramps during night lately. to overcome this, I seeked for calcium pil. hopefully menjadik la kan. orang teganu panggil settok karung. bila kaki dah tak nak gerak.

aku syak kekurangan kalsium sebab tak boleh telan susu.rasa mual.

my baby is more active day by day. kicking, rotating up and down.

hihi, semoga dia sihat di dalam sana.

ok now time to sleep, soooo tired today. pancit already.

bye