we are 8 months!

ASSALAMUALAIKUM WBT

hello, hari ni saya dah 8 months pregnant. eh? too fast too furious pulak.

ayu nervous tak? nervous nervous *sambil angkat tangan*

while waiting for the right time to come, I also busy to finish every single thing to leave bfore my confinement period nanti.

berbuih mulut nak ingat satu-satu. so I jot down every single thing in my organizer.

alahmak esok abstract kene hantar. ok put aside for a while.

senak sminggu otak duk mencari new method.

I guess my baby pun dah naik muak.

esok my other baby *dopot* will going back home. safe journey baby!

alone.

hahahahaha. sentap mak. heols told me, ayu takyah lah balik nanti naik flight kene amik surat doktor lagi bla bla, keje banyak kan? duk kl je. nanti pas cuti di trganu saye pegi kl ok?

emmm, what if, kita balik naik kereta? I asked

lame perjalanan tu dalam kereta its not good for you bla bla bla

I replied. ok tak nak ajak cakap je la.

then he laughed. hahahahah paham pun.

So I still do not know dia care lebih ke dia tak nak ajak. being emotional I chose the second option.

tapi nanti daus nak dtg kl jugak kannn *pujuk diri sendiri*

p/s: it has been 2 months since the last time I saw him, jangan gemuk2. nanti tak tau sape yang preggie. :P

bye.

7 months pregnancy - update

ASSALAMUALAIKUM

this time around, I update for my 7 n half month pregnancy.

I did monthly check up  and booked for delivery already when I was in terengganu.

so far soooo good and my baby is becoming more and more active than usual.

one of the doctor yang scan bersungut

how la nak scan your baby? very active ni clever baby.

not sure the doctor saje nak amik hati kot. haha. padahal geram sebab always move. haha.

All praises to Allah.

typical dah sarat already so I became quite emotional and tired during the day.

but still my lab is my second home.

I love to see my other child which is bacteria that I ve grown each week since last months

wish them grow well so that I can have the good results and findings.

tehehehehe. love u the other child.

I hope my baby will keep learning just like me.

my prof always tease me , haaaa make sure u sempat sit for final exam before your delivery.

hopefully, Inshaa Allah.

tease pun tease jugak I think he doesnt want me to postpone anything. me also dont want to.

but I leave it all to our Allah the Almighty.

siap2 redha dengan apa yang bakal jadi, but will strive for the best first.

doakan kejayaan ini jadi milliku , aminn.

and my baby? see him/her in february yawww!

p/s: banyak lagi barang baby belum beli, sorry your mama is quite busy and your nanny is too cool she always say- rilex laaaa nnt beli laaa. end up baru beli sikit2 je. hihihih

6 months 2 weeks

Assalamualaikum

lame dah tak mencoret. malam ni agak free sikit. right after isyak tadi join ceramah ustaz Ebit Liew.

but cannot focus much since I have back pain now. quite hurt to sit on surface yang keras2.

so every body sit down on the floor, me? I have a chair. haha. malu la jugak sposen.

but then, I managed to finish the ceramah session. It is quite interesting about ustaz which he has a very big heart for Islam eventho he is muallaf.

ok enough talking bout that.

sekarang my pregnancy dah 6 bulan n half. 2 more weeks before 7  months.

I ve prepared few baby stuff in the car since I dont know if any emergency might happen.

lagipun saya sendiri2 aje di sini. to eliminate the risk tu mustahil lah but I try my best to reduce any risks.

tehehe, some people say, die takde perasaan ke sarat preggie and husband duduk jauh?

sapa tak ada perasaan. I have too. but at the same time I am really busy with my study.

Lab, paper works, glass house, etc.. buat diri ni tak ade masa nak fikir. Sometimes datang jugak, but then tak sempat nak layan dah penat.

I have problem with leg cramps during night lately. to overcome this, I seeked for calcium pil. hopefully menjadik la kan. orang teganu panggil settok karung. bila kaki dah tak nak gerak.

aku syak kekurangan kalsium sebab tak boleh telan susu.rasa mual.

my baby is more active day by day. kicking, rotating up and down.

hihi, semoga dia sihat di dalam sana.

ok now time to sleep, soooo tired today. pancit already.

bye

5++ months already

ASSALAMUALAIKUM WBT

ha, here I am today after 2 days off from books, lap top, lab works, field works etc.

super penat but with this pregnancy I dont know why the spirit keep coming and coming

spirit je lah. kejanya still not reaching the purfect level. pfffttt.

ok now, my baby is 5 months old inside me. can kick already especially during hungry.

and I cannot be hungry at all. rasa mcm separuh nyawa. haha.

but still makan memilih, trauma because of alahan. still muntah sometimes. tapi macam once a week je.

to be frank, bila baby dah mula bergerak, sometimes I do need my husband to accompany me. like go for scan and all.

but I dont know why, If sembang teh tarik with my baby, when baby kicked, I feel like- it's okay, daus cari rezeki for both of us jugak.

so dah tak rasa touched ke ape ke. I think rasa lagi bersabar during pregnancy compared to dulu-dulu la. haihh, lain orang lain ragam kan.

but Alhamdulilah for all.

semoga baby akan keluar sihat walafiat sempurna sifatnya , aminn.

last check up, everything is fine. my due date diawalkan seminggu which will be on 24th Feb 2015.

Another 4 months to go. Ya Allah cepatnya masa berlalu.

hehe, and I m completing my work here for phd. Hope everything goes well.

In Shaa Allah aminn.

wish me luck.

:)

perjalananku

ASSALAMUALAIKUM WBT

hari ni aku masuk half day ke lab. 

seronok tapi tengah2 buat kerja pandangan jadi gelap pulak.

adeh takkan pitam kot? ye pandangan mata dah berpinar nasib baik sempat capai kerusi.

pastu terus tunduk sebab rasa pening tiba-tiba. b.p low ke, tak makan pagi ke , xtau la.

tapi makan je pagi tadi. makan roti.

tak cukup makanan ke baby? haha. idokle aku tau kan.

tapi dugaan kesihatan ni boleh datang bila-bila masa je.

mak aku paling gelabah if blood pressure aku low. dah berapa kali rebah di pangkuan beliau dulu-dulu.

di pangkuan gittew. ayat macam ermmm. haha.

tapi bila jadi camtu aku cecepat call mak aku. suka mengadu kekdahnya. hihi.

mesti mak aku risau. tapi aku lagi risau kalau tak bagitau mak aku.

ape je nasihat dia pastu menyenangkan hati aku.

"ayu, sila pegi makan segera"

"okey mi"

aku dah tahu pun tapi bila mak bercakap kan. serta merta start kereta pergi makan.

kalau call daus, akan cakap

"wahh, anak saya kuat makan, sampai pitam ibu nya..."

lawak tak kena tempat bang. haha.

but I will call both if anything happen. sorang penenang hati sorang suka wat lawak tak kira masa.

tapi yang paling penting , ingat lah nikmat kesihatan yang Allah bagi. tak ternilai harganya.

sobsob. terima kasih Ya Allah.

p/s: malam ni tak dapat attend kelas istimewa tu. sedih sebab terpaksa. :(

hidup baru

ASSALAMUALAIKUM

hari ni super penat. lab n class for a whole day.

to my baby: please be strong together we walk towards success. gitteww.

aku kadang takde berkawan ni duk bercakap la suh dia kuat sikit.

saje je la padahal nak kasik semangat kat diri ni.

so far alahan dah berkurang, Alhamdulilah.

semput2 je masa regis second semester dah almost 4 months. and alahan berkurang. tapi still ada.

aku dah syukur berlipat lipat ganda dah.

aritu langsung x boleh bau nasik since puasa sampai la awal september.

bau nasik muntah makan nasik muntah tengok nasik muntah

thorbaik.

so, berat pun dah jadi 38 to 39 kgs. 7 kilo turun.

sekarang i m struggle to increase my weight back.

jenuh la mummy and daus call hari-hari tanya makan apa. risau la tu kot.

nasik dah mampu telan walaupun tak sampai sebungkus. syukur ya Allah.

so far baby dah ikut berat yang sepatutnya. scan nak tengok jantina tapi dia pemalu mcm bapak dia. hahaha. pemalu lah sangat bapak dia kann.*gedik2 kening*

so die kepit. nanti lah lenkali kita check awak lagi ye baby.

oklah, tu je perkembangan kita hari ini ye. nanti update lagi kalau rajin. kalau malas, kita sadaikan blog sampai berkulat.

hewhew.

hurt

ASSALAMUALAIKUM WBT

dah lama tak menulis. mood kelaut. mungkin.

daus dah balik ke Labuan. 

awal bulan 6, masa aku pergi sana melawat kawasan haha aku tinggal daus kat airport

aku perasan daus nampak sedih

perasaan ditinggalkan ni tak best kan?

Dah setahun lebih pun, aku belajar banyak dari hubungan kami supaya tak sedih dah.

nak-nak bila pregnant, aku tak nak emosi terganggu.

kali ni daus balik lama sebab nak settlekan urusan aku.

sempat lagi dia demam 3-4 hari.

sempatla aku jaga dia kejap. tak jaga sangat pun. dah tua kan. haha.

tadi hantar dia balik labuan lagi.

pagi tu okey, it was fine all the way alone driving back to destination.

tapi malam ni duk teringat-ingat. aku baca orang tulis kalau terlalu rindu suami kita kena sedekah al fatihah atau yasin, meskipun belum meninggal.

terima kasih Allah sebab pinjamkan suami dan ibu yang baik pada ku.

aku terlalu rindu mereka.

:'(