6 months 2 weeks

Assalamualaikum

lame dah tak mencoret. malam ni agak free sikit. right after isyak tadi join ceramah ustaz Ebit Liew.

but cannot focus much since I have back pain now. quite hurt to sit on surface yang keras2.

so every body sit down on the floor, me? I have a chair. haha. malu la jugak sposen.

but then, I managed to finish the ceramah session. It is quite interesting about ustaz which he has a very big heart for Islam eventho he is muallaf.

ok enough talking bout that.

sekarang my pregnancy dah 6 bulan n half. 2 more weeks before 7  months.

I ve prepared few baby stuff in the car since I dont know if any emergency might happen.

lagipun saya sendiri2 aje di sini. to eliminate the risk tu mustahil lah but I try my best to reduce any risks.

tehehe, some people say, die takde perasaan ke sarat preggie and husband duduk jauh?

sapa tak ada perasaan. I have too. but at the same time I am really busy with my study.

Lab, paper works, glass house, etc.. buat diri ni tak ade masa nak fikir. Sometimes datang jugak, but then tak sempat nak layan dah penat.

I have problem with leg cramps during night lately. to overcome this, I seeked for calcium pil. hopefully menjadik la kan. orang teganu panggil settok karung. bila kaki dah tak nak gerak.

aku syak kekurangan kalsium sebab tak boleh telan susu.rasa mual.

my baby is more active day by day. kicking, rotating up and down.

hihi, semoga dia sihat di dalam sana.

ok now time to sleep, soooo tired today. pancit already.

bye

5++ months already

ASSALAMUALAIKUM WBT

ha, here I am today after 2 days off from books, lap top, lab works, field works etc.

super penat but with this pregnancy I dont know why the spirit keep coming and coming

spirit je lah. kejanya still not reaching the purfect level. pfffttt.

ok now, my baby is 5 months old inside me. can kick already especially during hungry.

and I cannot be hungry at all. rasa mcm separuh nyawa. haha.

but still makan memilih, trauma because of alahan. still muntah sometimes. tapi macam once a week je.

to be frank, bila baby dah mula bergerak, sometimes I do need my husband to accompany me. like go for scan and all.

but I dont know why, If sembang teh tarik with my baby, when baby kicked, I feel like- it's okay, daus cari rezeki for both of us jugak.

so dah tak rasa touched ke ape ke. I think rasa lagi bersabar during pregnancy compared to dulu-dulu la. haihh, lain orang lain ragam kan.

but Alhamdulilah for all.

semoga baby akan keluar sihat walafiat sempurna sifatnya , aminn.

last check up, everything is fine. my due date diawalkan seminggu which will be on 24th Feb 2015.

Another 4 months to go. Ya Allah cepatnya masa berlalu.

hehe, and I m completing my work here for phd. Hope everything goes well.

In Shaa Allah aminn.

wish me luck.

:)

perjalananku

ASSALAMUALAIKUM WBT

hari ni aku masuk half day ke lab. 

seronok tapi tengah2 buat kerja pandangan jadi gelap pulak.

adeh takkan pitam kot? ye pandangan mata dah berpinar nasib baik sempat capai kerusi.

pastu terus tunduk sebab rasa pening tiba-tiba. b.p low ke, tak makan pagi ke , xtau la.

tapi makan je pagi tadi. makan roti.

tak cukup makanan ke baby? haha. idokle aku tau kan.

tapi dugaan kesihatan ni boleh datang bila-bila masa je.

mak aku paling gelabah if blood pressure aku low. dah berapa kali rebah di pangkuan beliau dulu-dulu.

di pangkuan gittew. ayat macam ermmm. haha.

tapi bila jadi camtu aku cecepat call mak aku. suka mengadu kekdahnya. hihi.

mesti mak aku risau. tapi aku lagi risau kalau tak bagitau mak aku.

ape je nasihat dia pastu menyenangkan hati aku.

"ayu, sila pegi makan segera"

"okey mi"

aku dah tahu pun tapi bila mak bercakap kan. serta merta start kereta pergi makan.

kalau call daus, akan cakap

"wahh, anak saya kuat makan, sampai pitam ibu nya..."

lawak tak kena tempat bang. haha.

but I will call both if anything happen. sorang penenang hati sorang suka wat lawak tak kira masa.

tapi yang paling penting , ingat lah nikmat kesihatan yang Allah bagi. tak ternilai harganya.

sobsob. terima kasih Ya Allah.

p/s: malam ni tak dapat attend kelas istimewa tu. sedih sebab terpaksa. :(

hidup baru

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hari ni super penat. lab n class for a whole day.

to my baby: please be strong together we walk towards success. gitteww.

aku kadang takde berkawan ni duk bercakap la suh dia kuat sikit.

saje je la padahal nak kasik semangat kat diri ni.

so far alahan dah berkurang, Alhamdulilah.

semput2 je masa regis second semester dah almost 4 months. and alahan berkurang. tapi still ada.

aku dah syukur berlipat lipat ganda dah.

aritu langsung x boleh bau nasik since puasa sampai la awal september.

bau nasik muntah makan nasik muntah tengok nasik muntah

thorbaik.

so, berat pun dah jadi 38 to 39 kgs. 7 kilo turun.

sekarang i m struggle to increase my weight back.

jenuh la mummy and daus call hari-hari tanya makan apa. risau la tu kot.

nasik dah mampu telan walaupun tak sampai sebungkus. syukur ya Allah.

so far baby dah ikut berat yang sepatutnya. scan nak tengok jantina tapi dia pemalu mcm bapak dia. hahaha. pemalu lah sangat bapak dia kann.*gedik2 kening*

so die kepit. nanti lah lenkali kita check awak lagi ye baby.

oklah, tu je perkembangan kita hari ini ye. nanti update lagi kalau rajin. kalau malas, kita sadaikan blog sampai berkulat.

hewhew.

hurt

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dah lama tak menulis. mood kelaut. mungkin.

daus dah balik ke Labuan. 

awal bulan 6, masa aku pergi sana melawat kawasan haha aku tinggal daus kat airport

aku perasan daus nampak sedih

perasaan ditinggalkan ni tak best kan?

Dah setahun lebih pun, aku belajar banyak dari hubungan kami supaya tak sedih dah.

nak-nak bila pregnant, aku tak nak emosi terganggu.

kali ni daus balik lama sebab nak settlekan urusan aku.

sempat lagi dia demam 3-4 hari.

sempatla aku jaga dia kejap. tak jaga sangat pun. dah tua kan. haha.

tadi hantar dia balik labuan lagi.

pagi tu okey, it was fine all the way alone driving back to destination.

tapi malam ni duk teringat-ingat. aku baca orang tulis kalau terlalu rindu suami kita kena sedekah al fatihah atau yasin, meskipun belum meninggal.

terima kasih Allah sebab pinjamkan suami dan ibu yang baik pada ku.

aku terlalu rindu mereka.

:'(

my pregnancy

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tehehe- feeling dizzy. how are you?

for those who followed my instagram already knew that i m expecting a baby.

3 ++ months already and it is superbly amazing feeling deep inside my heart.

and amazing alahan experience too (T.T)

heheh, I never imagine I ll feel this way eventho mak dengan kakak pun experienced the same thing.

keturunan agaknya? hahah.

muntah pagi petang, malam kurang sikit. but I feel a lot dizzy lately.

go check at clinic, yeah tekanan darah n my hb is low. berdiri je rasa nak pitam.

it's not like i m having fever, but i feel so dizzy. I think 50% of preggie mummy will feel the same thing.

sorry me, this is my first time. so I just want to share what i feel. hahah.

I m freaking clingy to my husband all this while, during his stay on hari raya..i always ask him to massage my feet.. sumpah rasa lenguh mcm berlari 100m berpagar dan berganti-ganti.

after all, I thank Allah for giving me the opportunity to feel this way and hopefully my baby will grow healthily to be good muslim/muslimah in the future..

tolong doakan aku sekali ye. semoga cepat sihat.

:)

till then, good bye.

p/s: my phd is still going on, can we call my baby, baby phd? hahaha. sounds funny.

senyum

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nak senyum luas

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